Such as many people, I am on the endless journey of loving myself. We all have our own issues but mine is that I don’t like my body. I’m not saying, I’m fat or anything but I don’t like what I see in the mirror and I don’t want to feel this way anymore. The problem is I have an unhealthy relationship with food! I used to eat anything at anytime of the day. I could wake up at night and said to myself “it’s time to have a snack” even if I wasn’t hungry. So the first step I took was to stop eating between meals, I also stop drinking sodas or eating biscuits or things with a lot of sugar in it. But as we all know, eating well without doing any activities is pretty much pointless. Over the past few years I always had some kind of activities, for about 9 years I took dance class and for 2/3 years I went to the gym. But something was missing, I wasn’t enjoying myself and it was more like an obligation than something I really wanted to do. So this year, I decided to change.In september, I started aeroboxe and another style of dance (hip hop). So now, every weeks, I have around 4 hours of activities (plus the 2 hours I have in high school but we don’t do much so ..). I’ve also started to run every sunday and I found myself really enjoying it.
But it’s really hard to be motivated all the time, especially because you can’t see results before a few months. So, many times I’ve been down and decided to stop everything because I thought it was pointless.
But some people inspire me to keep trying, to work harder.
Demi Lovato
https://instagram.com/p/0GCwb-OKmV/?taken-by=ddlovato
https://instagram.com/p/zmJ7gBuKq-/?taken-by=ddlovato
https://instagram.com/p/yAsgcTOKpg/?taken-by=ddlovato
https://instagram.com/p/vt_nXQuKgU/?taken-by=ddlovato
Ellie Goulding
https://instagram.com/p/zzsG1eTfVK/?taken-by=elliegoulding
https://instagram.com/p/zo-hg4zffN/?taken-by=elliegoulding
https://instagram.com/p/yz3mk8TffQ/?taken-by=elliegoulding
https://instagram.com/p/yesfGwzfdl/?taken-by=elliegoulding
Lea Michele
Chloé ( from http://www.lapenderiedechloe.com/ )
Seeing their pictures on my instagram field every day help me to keep working, to not give up and to be a badass!
After those few months, I realized that I wasn’t doing this just to be “good looking” but because of this amazing feeling you can have after a workout.
The burn feels good, am I right ?
Of course I’m not saying that I eat salad every day! time to time I like eating a cookie or a pizza (even if I feel a little bit guilty after it!) and I’m far from achieving my goal, from being as stronger as I want to be. But all that matters is that I keep working and someday I will be really proud of myself and of my body !
(Sorry if I made some mistakes, it’s my first time posting something in english)
Sleepy Cat 